refocusing

the past few months have all blurred together. the edges aren't clear. too much overlap. not enough focus. but i suppose that is what happens with sleep deprivation. and days filled with feedings and diapers and naps. times 2. it has been amazing. and exhausting. but i have been able to run. almost daily. until i hurt my knee the end of august. and i was knocked out for a bit. three runs in five weeks followed by the 10 miler last weekend. did i run fast? no. do i ever? no. but it still felt good. and consistent. i made it out there and i ran. nine months after having twins. so now here i am. 8 weeks until a marathon. not entirely sure what i was thinking. but i guess i need to run. i want to run. i get to run. just need to get up and run. one foot in front of the other. that can't be so bad...